there’s a spot
there’s a spot
between the groggy beginning of morning
and the silent understanding of sleep
in which you,
in your half awake state,
roll over to press your face into my back
and suddenly i feel that any gentle kisses you give could make me grow wings
there’s a spot
between my spine’s curve and your stomach’s plush
that burns like a hearth,
crackles like peanut butter spread over hot toast
breakfast that you always ask me for a bite of
and i feel just as warm
there’s a spot
between the tentative tightrope between waking and sleeping
holding no one but me, no one but you
in all our fickle understanding of ourselves,
of each other,
we are only us
if i could,
i would live in that spot forever

i wrote this for my now ex boyfriend when we were dating, but i like this poem too much to keep it hidden in my google docs